By: Mia L. Hazlett
I follow You by faith with “My Plan” in hand.
You replace it with patience, because You know I’m not a fan.
Day in day out, God where are You now?
Month’s start month’s end, patience? I don’t know how.
Trust You and wait on Your next move?
I’m sitting here doing nothing and I’ve got so much to prove.
Be still? Now that doesn’t even make sense.
The grass is so much greener on the other side of the fence.
Where did it all go? You took it all away.
I have nothing, no job or home. Where will we stay?
Humble? Depend on You for my every want and need?
How will it all be restored through a writing seed?
What do you mean You’re giving me a story that I have to see through to the end?
How can this be a story, when I sleep on a couch and depend solely on my friend?
God why did You make me feel again? I know my heart’s going to break.
It’s so much easier not to love at all, because I can avoid all this ache.
Let’s go back to the beginning, where I surrendered all.
If I end up here or there, by faith it is now Your call.
I never thought I’d say this, but thank you for adultery.
For it is by Your Word, I am finally free.
Life has its ups and downs, and full-circle You bring us back to the start.
I now know it’s not about age in prayer, but those with the purist of hearts.
Oh how You’ve restored me. A year ago I would’ve never believed all this.
There were many dark moments, where I’d thought I’d been taken off Your list.
Although I’m not at the end of my going through it trial.
My happy mask has been removed, so I no longer have to live in denial.
Thank You for my story God. Once again You were right.
I’ll happily spread the word of faith for those who still weep at night.
You are King of Kings, Lord of Lords, and Annihilator of all life’s strife.
I can do everything with You, for You are the Ruler of my life.
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